5 september 2009
I WISH TO LIVE LIKE THEM
gue pengen udah gede nanti seperti aki dan enin. nonton bareng film apa aja. nonton sby lah nonton dakwah atau nonton berita (kecuali sinetron sih, enin nonton sendiri dan biasanya aki ngalah pake tivi atas atau baca buku) bareng gitu berdua. terus mereka berdua sama sama debat gitu dan asik sendiri di ruang tivi. sempet ketawa tawa juga. oh romantisnya. sementara gue di kamar sendirian bingung juga ngedenger kake kake dan nene nene sibuk ngomentarin komentar orang. tapi mereka berdua ga berantem lhoh. mereka diskusi tentang macem-macem. dari mulai gosip artis atau politik atau agama . senangnya mereka berdua...
PROPER ACT?
terus, ahir ahir ini gue merasa suka emosian dan bertindak tidak adil atau tega sama orang. suka ngomentarin dengan tega. am i being a shallow again? or mean? oh god. let me fix my attitude. gaboleh gitu ah. jaga kata kata dea. jaga sikap dan perilaku. the first rule is PEOPLE AND PEOPLE. your quality of life is your quality of your relationships. but it doesnt mean i will let down myself to please anyone. it sucks to cherish them if i feel iritated. just let me do things with sincerity, god. let me have those nurturing relationships- i think it shows how my real living-and i had ever lost a friend of mine,or the ex, or elses, that made me real sucks yet depressed and i dont want it will be happened again or anymore.i feel so bad and it is ridiculous if you have people or person who always talk with you almost everyday and share stories or cry or laugh ,then he or she dissapear just like dust entering your nose or the whitest flatus leaving from ass . and after that, the next day and the next day and the next day and the next day or the next year or the next decade or the next century, you cry and cry and cry and cry and cry and feel so bad and lost at all because you miss them eventhough they are kinda worst than a mess and such a mess that real worst. eventhough they may hate you so bad, and of course they even have difficulty to remember your face or spell your exact name.i think it hasnt be like that. but maybe it is just a way from god to make me realize that i have to do and act properly,also to learn how important to forgive and dont be too intricate of hearing others thought. i live by my own. i live for my beloved myself.
I WISH TO LIVE LIKE THEM
gue pengen udah gede nanti seperti aki dan enin. nonton bareng film apa aja. nonton sby lah nonton dakwah atau nonton berita (kecuali sinetron sih, enin nonton sendiri dan biasanya aki ngalah pake tivi atas atau baca buku) bareng gitu berdua. terus mereka berdua sama sama debat gitu dan asik sendiri di ruang tivi. sempet ketawa tawa juga. oh romantisnya. sementara gue di kamar sendirian bingung juga ngedenger kake kake dan nene nene sibuk ngomentarin komentar orang. tapi mereka berdua ga berantem lhoh. mereka diskusi tentang macem-macem. dari mulai gosip artis atau politik atau agama . senangnya mereka berdua...
PROPER ACT?
terus, ahir ahir ini gue merasa suka emosian dan bertindak tidak adil atau tega sama orang. suka ngomentarin dengan tega. am i being a shallow again? or mean? oh god. let me fix my attitude. gaboleh gitu ah. jaga kata kata dea. jaga sikap dan perilaku. the first rule is PEOPLE AND PEOPLE. your quality of life is your quality of your relationships. but it doesnt mean i will let down myself to please anyone. it sucks to cherish them if i feel iritated. just let me do things with sincerity, god. let me have those nurturing relationships- i think it shows how my real living-and i had ever lost a friend of mine,or the ex, or elses, that made me real sucks yet depressed and i dont want it will be happened again or anymore.i feel so bad and it is ridiculous if you have people or person who always talk with you almost everyday and share stories or cry or laugh ,then he or she dissapear just like dust entering your nose or the whitest flatus leaving from ass . and after that, the next day and the next day and the next day and the next day or the next year or the next decade or the next century, you cry and cry and cry and cry and cry and feel so bad and lost at all because you miss them eventhough they are kinda worst than a mess and such a mess that real worst. eventhough they may hate you so bad, and of course they even have difficulty to remember your face or spell your exact name.i think it hasnt be like that. but maybe it is just a way from god to make me realize that i have to do and act properly,also to learn how important to forgive and dont be too intricate of hearing others thought. i live by my own. i live for my beloved myself.
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